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 Hello! 

My name is Aviva Csillag. I have been doing kung fu for 13 years and this is my 3rd year of participating in the I Ho Chuan. This year my weapon is the horse chopping blade, and my hand form is Mlong Kuen. One of my personal requirements is to do more art. This is because art is something that I do for myself that I enjoy, but I tend to not set time away for it. So I'm hoping that this will force me to set time for myself. One of my struggles is blogging, I often don't want to say the wrong thing so instead I say nothing.

I'm excited for this new year!

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  1. YitzikFebruary 9, 2025 at 12:43 PM

    I can’t wait to see your weapon form. The horse chopping blade is awesome.

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