I’m here

I have been really struggling with putting myself back out there and starting to blog again. I keep on sitting down to write something and start writing something that is relevant to my journey and life but not necessarily something I want to share with everyone. It’s like the only things I want to write about are the things that I just want me to know. In a way it’s good because it’s like I’m talking to myself and figuring out what’s going on. It’s also not because I don’t know how to make what I wrote something that I’m comfortable with sharing without taking everything away from it and turning into a boneless paragraph. I’m not very good at writing and I think that previously I was writing for everyone else and not myself. But I think I’m going to try to write more for me. When I would write a blog I would always be to focused on the grammar or how I said it and I would lose my thought before I finished because I wasn’t thinking about why I was writing I was just thinking about how I could sound good. I think I’m going to try writing more in my voice and not worrying about it so if you didn’t understand anything that I just said that is why. I kinda started rambling there but yeah. 


My numbers:

6,200

Push Ups

7,430

Sit Ups

813

Ks

896

Hand Form

952

Weapon

595

Sparring

1,597

Japanese

11,785

Reading

My favorite word this week:

Depraved: morally corrupt; wicked. 

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