My Year

 This year is not what I expected but it's everything I could have asked for. I have improved in a lot of ways and kung fu has become a big part of my life. My numbers are not at all what I would have wanted but if I could go back I wouldn't because this year has shaped my in to a better person. 

Everyone did so much to help each other out. I want to say thank you for this year an I'm grateful that I was a part of the team this year.

Numbers:

7,252 Push Ups
6,967 Sit Ups
1,968 Ks 
588     Hand Form 
478     Weapon 
386         Sparring

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