Procrastination

 I have already been postponing writing my blog this year which isn't the best start. So far I have been doing good on my personal requirements. I have been doing pretty good for the rest of my requirements excluding my push-ups and sit-ups. That's another reason i keep pushing back my blog. I keep telling myself that I don't want to blog until my numbers are better. but that just makes me push my blogging back more and more.

250Push Ups
510Sit Ups
53Ks
14Hand Form
25Weapon
9Sparring

Favorite word I learned this week:
Sanguine: Optimistic or positive, especially in an apparently bad or difficult situation

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